Sunday, September 27, 2015

Assurances





The river water is all grimy here.

Each time I life my foot my footprints

Disappear in the haze of the mud

As though I was never there at all,

Not even as a disturbance.

I don’t drink the water full of silty mush.

My tongue, a dusty parched prairie of tall thin grass,

Says to me, “Surely, the water past the tree,

Where the large roots hold the soil together,

Will be cool and clear, a crystalline blue

To drown our thirst to death.”

 

The river water is all weedy

Below the bending willow branches

Small crisp leaves fall from limp vines

Landing gently, soaking up the near stagnant current.

Arms of snake grass reach high above the water                      

Like drowning green soldiers calling for relief.

Cobwebs stretch from limb to limb while

Bugs breed persistently on the sticky surface.

My tongue, an arid plain of hot dry sage,

Says to me “We can’t drink this infectious sludge.

Beyond the rocks there will be a richer water,

Filtered, fresh and crystalline

To drown our thirst to death.”

 

The river water is all gritty

Where the current begins to breathe coarsely.

The stream falls and trickles, passing between the rocks.

It stirs and stirs a most methodic brew.

A pulsing pain passes up my leg as the

Pressed pebbles scrape at the tender walls

Of skin between my toes.

My tongue, a vacant desert filled with gaping cracks, says to me

“No sir, it will not do, this gritty stew is not for us.

Around the bend I’m sure will be water good for you and me.

Transparent through and through. Crystalline this time for sure.

To drown our thirst to death.”

 

Like a narrow neck the river passes

Roaring over moss glossed boulders

Unstable steps graze the slick coated convex knolls

While merciless and ferocious waves plow me down

Bloodied knees mark each fall and floating

Red clouds trail behind like notes to a song singing,

“See the ocean down the hill. There

With crystalline blue your mouth you’ll fill.

To drown your thirst to death.”

 

Oh the lies I’ve told myself!

The only Crystalline thing here

Are the grains of salt

Clinging incessantly to the unending shore

Marking where the water once was, but now is not

The saline residue sizzles on my bare sole’s open wounds

And my dying tongue whispers to me,

“You should’ve checked for bubbling springs,

Crystalline trickles all along the way,

Flowing from green hills above

And maybe, just maybe, we wouldn’t have died of thirst.”